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Thursday, November 11, 2004 |
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Here we are now, Entertain Us
4th day of shoot approaching, It's been a really fun shoot. Even though sometimes we start late with all the problems and delays, We still underrun each and every single shoot day. Phew... Thank God for the scheduling, Me and Chua really sweated it out, Little sleep worrying about the cast, location and welfare of the crew. Telecine time has been arranged. Tentatively, it's on the 18th 1am. The next day shoot starts at 8am. Wahhahaha. Need more photos for SFC. Money from them is coming in! We got some very very funny photos about the cast and crew! Who cares about grades, it's all love, life and friendship. If you can't even learn a little about production, how to play your role properly, then you shouldn't be in here at all, waste space. All's going well, if this spec turns out good, we'll be on our way. If not try harder when we're out there. Its all about the passion, whether or not you can stand up to it. Even in post. Thats a main ingredient in this line. Try now. Listening to... Construction |
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004 |
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You only know how to shift the blame to those who wronged you
You only know how to walk away from your problems You are selfish to play such games with my mind You want people to pay full attention to you while you ignore them You scold me for your own faults You're a LIAR for all the lies you told me You're nothing but an insensitive person who doesn't care about others You make use of me so that you can feel better To think that I actually believed that you would change for the better |
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Saturday, October 23, 2004 |
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i know of a person...
who only knows how to hurt me who lies to get her goals achieved who acts that she's a queen who thinks she's right all the time who doesn't care for anyone else who play mind games to confuse me who rather put the blame on me who tries to put me down so that she feels better about herself who uses me for her own selfish goals who puts me down for helping her who slams me for encouraging her who is so blind to take me for granted who hurts the one who love her most Only you know |
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Friday, October 01, 2004 |
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Praise God!
This is a prayer to Jesus... Dear Lord, Thank You Father for everything in my last 20 years. I thank You for all that You've done. I thank You Lord for the miracles in my life. Father I pray for Your forgiveness for both me and Valz. She's the best birthday gift to me from anyone in my life. I thank You for Your plan to send us together. I pray that You give us one more chance to get this relationship right before You. I am willing to take the step. Will You help her? Thank You Lord for all that You've done. The times that I doubted You, the times that I've chosen to stay away from You. You still remain with me. Hebrews 13:5 - Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. Lord, all I ask for is that You lead both Me and Valz to be right before Your eyes. To be pure and truth-seeking before You. To chase after You no matter what happens to us. I thank You Father for the wonders of Your works and miracles. Help us Lord to lead a life that is right before Your eyes. Thank You Lord once again for all that You've done for me and Valz. I look forward to more of Your everlasting love. I lay all my worries unto Your hands and I pray that it will not happen to either me or Valz. Thank You Father for everything. In Jesus' most precious and Holy name... Amen. Listening to... Peace |
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004 |
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Redemption
The Potter's Hand Beautiful Lord, wonderful Savior I know for sure, All of my days are Held in Your hand. Crafted into Your perfect plan You gently called me, Into Your presence Guiding me by, Your Holy Spirit Teach me dear Lord To Live all of my life, through Your eyes, I'm captured by Your Holy calling, set me apart, I know You're drawing Me to Yourself Lead me Lord I pray Take me, Mould me, Use me, Fill me, I give my life to the Potter's hand Call me, Guide me, Lead me, Walk beside me, I give my life to the Potter's hand Forgive me O Lord, for I've have sinned. The temptation was hard. My flesh is weak. But my spirit cries out for a second chance. Forgive us Father. There are actions we shouldn't have done but done. There are things which we should have done yet undone. Forgive us and teach us Father how to make it right. Help us Lord. All my worries, I place them unto Your hands Jesus. Thank You. Amen... This song just came up in my head while I was thinking about everything that bugs me. I don't know why, but i just picked up the guitar and started playing. Took me a while to figure how to play it properly. Valz you might be busy, you might think I worry too much, you might think it's unnecessary but right from the start I wanted this relationship to be on God's will and law. So lets maintain it that way? :) God be my strength and the lamp unto my feet to guide me against the dangers I face. Peace be with you who reads this... Listening to...(Playing actually...) The Potter's Hand |
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Monday, September 27, 2004 |
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Negative Creep!!
Finished the shoot with the yayas, Chee @#$, pansies, bastard and jackass. Pretty screw up when Honky came down. Lol anyway it was fun except for the high cost. Seems like we all can work except we incur too much cost. One of the yayas has gone yaya. Ate chicken rice on the trolley in the middle of the road and ate on a few bugs while in the act. Lucky he didn't came charging at us with all the chocolate syrup in red colouring. Dawn of the dead. It looked like a scene in the remake of Dawn of the dead that I watched earlier this year with Jo Jh and the bottomless pit. Dark tunnel, bloody walls and floor, cue the zombie in red stained shirt doing the chicken walk, ALL IN SLOW MOTION GLORY! You get the idea. Raihan attempted to charge the camera by putting his finger into the camera power input and throwing a fit. Has he even completed NS? He said he has some scars from it. Muahuahua Ya ya zombie ate ice cream on the way back to a shower. He sure got a lot of stares. The ambulance driver stopped by but didn't bother to pick him up. ANyway... a hell of a trouble happened later with men in plains clothes (Roadsweepers, Civil servants, Me, You, E.t.c.) Oh! Bicycles should not be fitted with motors! Damn annoying! From Bastard. He scolded the hell out of one of the cyclist. The echoes are ringing in my ears. Stopwtch and trolley olympics... Best times goes to 0.8ms - Abu Bakar (Gold) 2nd Xu and Harun (0.9ms) Most accurate 3 second stopping - Kuan (Gold) Chua & Harun tied Most beautiful bloody makeup - Ahmad Coolest brusies in the history of mankind - abu bakar Best performance as a bloody zombie walking around a district - actor Worst act of getting a battery charge - Harun Best award for being the crippled paedophile - The actor himself. Best stepdad in a cameo - Harun Worst bapak - Harun Illegitimate child of the year - One too many to count! Best cry scene - Actor Thats all folks Stupid IS. AT least OCC is a little fun to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Listening to... OCC - Willie Hsu |
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Friday, September 17, 2004 |
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For the wages of sin is death...
In Christ I stand I just want you to know. I'm sorry for all that is done. I wish it didn't happen at all. I pray that God will forgive us. I pray that we start anew. I pray that we will stop. I will hold on to my committment. To you and to my stand. We don't need that in our relationship. I just want you to know. Just being with you is enough I could spend an eternity without it, than a day without you. Heavenly Father, You have complete control over us, Lord. I pray that You forgive us Father for all the sins that we committed. I pray that You wash us Lord, whiter than the snow, than the snow. Forgive both me and Valz Lord. I pray for a favourable outcome Lord and that all will be well. I pray that You help us fight against this temptation and guide us on the path that is narrow. Lord, a christian life is not a bed of roses, I pray that You help us both. Truly Father if not for You we wouldn't have met each other. I pray that Lord, You continue to lead us and use us to glorify Your holy name. Forgive us Lord, forgive us Father. Thank You Father. I pray that all will be fine. In Jesus' most precious and holy name, Amen. Listening to... Quietness |
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